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Black Heart, Frozen Wound

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Published: Mar 9, 2012

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_{Tonight was the night, that I left my past.

I was sitting in my room all alone, drawing a new piece that I plan to make the most perfect in my eye. Which then again, would never be achieved because I accept true perfection can never be reached on Earth. My phone buzzes, lighting up with a contact I thought I erased. It was her, my vice and emotional drug. The Darkness of my heart latched on to her, it begged me to look at the text I received. I invariably open it, reading...and nearly vomiting.

The text simply said this..."I am going to have sex with my new boyfriend, have a good day.". .. To think I cared deeply for her... That one text caused my heart to sink deep within me, causing my chest to ache. The pain, it hurt more than anything in the world. I felt the tears try to escape, I tried to help them out but instead failed. They escaped back, away from the emotional release I needed at that time.

I felt an emotional icing of my heart, a part of it healing. The pain...wont stop. I hold my chest in pain, hoping and praying for it to stop. One of her personalities sends me a text, "She is choosing to kill herself in her mind Michael, she will not stop unless you stop her." cruel right? Knowing her physical body would still exist but...the personality that I met that was her...would be gone.

I for one...chose not to save her. Instead...I let the deliberation of her personalities take place. Let them tear at each other, because they know her better. You...fools...who say I never cared about her. Are idiots, I loved her for who she was. She was my closest friend...till she broke my heart to many times. She cut our emotional bond we shared, she cut it all to nothing.

I will never know where she will be, never know where she might be at...But I hope the Light reaches the emotionless husk of a human she is. And restores back her personality...and maybe, just maybe. She would live in the Light, rather than the illusion of comfort that the icy cold arms of Darkness gives.}

Black Heart entry about severing the ties of someone close for me. Every detail is true, except the metaphorical aspects like my heart freezing. Just saying, do not be an idiot when it comes to reading my stuff.
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