

Black Heart, Broken Picture You have touched my heartBlack Heart, Broken Picture by ~kakashi0hatake
I try to control my joy
It overwhelms me and heals my pain
It numbs the anxiety and worry
It, your touch
Numbs my reality
However being human
That side of me screams inhumanly at me
Trying to strike me down
"Doubt", a cruel soul
That side of me makes me an animal
"Lust", the devils tool
That side of me makes me hate myself
"Self-worth", an amoral monster
Despite it all
The self-discipline I believe in
And the respect for you
Erases any trace of them from my heart
This is my broken picture
Hiding from darkness and its grasp
By running to the light where I am safe
To forever deal with carnal desire


Black Heart, Frozen Wound Tonight was the night, that I left my past.Black Heart, Frozen Wound by ~kakashi0hatake
I was sitting in my room all alone, drawing a new piece that I plan to make the most perfect in my eye. Which then again, would never be achieved because I accept true perfection can never be reached on Earth. My phone buzzes, lighting up with a contact I thought I erased. It was her, my vice and emotional drug. The Darkness of my heart latched on to her, it begged me to look at the text I received. I invariably open it, reading...and nearly vomiting.
The text simply said this..."I am going to have sex with my new boyfriend, have a good day.". .. To think I cared deeply for her... That one text ca
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"No man really becomes a fool until he stops asking questions." ~Charles P. Steinmetz
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"No man really becomes a fool until he stops asking questions." ~Charles P. Steinmetz