kakashi0hatake

A dark outlook on life...

That lightly describes how dark of an outlook I have on life.

People have told me that I should look on the bright side of every situation, first. I would if it was in my nature to think of all the positives of every situation, but instead I do the opposite. I think of every possible horrible, cruel, and inhumane thing that could happen.

People have told me of there horrible pasts, that happened recently (a year ago). And I told them to get over it, dwelling in the sadness and pain only puts you behind. You lost a family member? Im sorry, life in itself IS its OWN Hell. As far as I am concerned, the Earth, is Satan's playground. The level of depravity and immoralities that are exhibited in our own societies across the world, is disgusting. And if you, The Reader. Did not know... Way back in 1950, they did not have our societal problems. In reality, we are doing things now that were considered taboo back then in the 50's. The farther we go back, the more our own generation seem like sick animals in there eyes.

People these days show now morals, and if they do, they never stick by them. We always chase what makes us feel good, or what we think is right. But that never necessarily means that our own feelings are right. What if it was wrong, evil, sick, or immoral? Many societies lack a sense of judgement...I hope that makes sense. People seem to be retro-verting back to the times of the city Sodom and Gamora.

Finally...have you guys heard of the telephone effect? Where you say something, and then passed through multiple people the message is bound to change. Now think about this for a second. What if what we are taught now by the world, is a twisted and distorted way to live. Anyways, just a few reflections from yours truly.

New perspective for me guys. Just wanted to let you know. I have been getting back into the music I listened a lot to when I was younger (rap). But if you know me, I will never stop listening to metal and its numerous sub-genres (black, death, thrash, viking, folk, heavy, grind, sludge, etc.).

If you guys do not know, I have been running a gaming channel on Youtube. And since I am getting a new laptop soon, I will be able to play those friggin awesome PC games for you guys.

Channel here:
www.youtube.com/user/tutorials…

Subscribing will really help me out guys, so if you honestly wanna help a guy out. Subscribe please.

Oh and Valentines Day...screw that. I am way to busy to worry about something that can make or break a human being with a single word. So for now, I am being a thrifty entrepreneur and saving up that cash.

~Michael A.K.A. kakashi0hatake/Forsaken Gecko

Well recently I have had the chance to get the creative juices flowing. (Perverts) And I have come up with so many dark short stories and dark illustrations to do. Hooray for darkness? Maybe. Yeah, I am a tad depressed. But if any artistic person knows emotion, when your feeling deep, down, and sad. You can produce some of the best things you have ever done. Example conversation with myself.

"Hmm...no no no. I need more detail in the face to show the agony the human is in. Hmmm......there. Now to illustrate the demon attacking the human."

Oh and recently, I got the new Thy Art is Murder album! Titled Hate! It is super brutal! :3 And I got it also because I know plenty of people who know me, would say that that is a good album for me. Because those a**holes think I am a hateful person. No, not hateful, im just not willing to deal with everyone's s*** whom I know.

Now for some depressing stuff!

Well there was a girl I was recently into, but due to some stuff...well I will just tell you. The girl I was recently into, I have known for years. She has blonde hair and the most beautiful crystal blue eyes. However... She turned out to be more of a player than a good person.

"Come in, come in, slutty player in the vicinity. Watch your wallets men. Over."

Haha, I do not mean to seem so mean. It is just I have a serious disdain for players.

Next, despite I have started a new job. I still run into the most childish seeming people. I was always taught to act professional in a work place. But no. They race each other on kid bikes while they are supposed to be working. Seriously? I am not a party pooper, believe me. But when your supposed to be working, you work. After work, then you can act like an idiot. And not till then.

Oh and for the next few months, I will solely be putting out creative writings and free verse poetry (the best I can manage). All very explicit in detail. VERY explicit.

And as always, to those who read this. Have a good year! Put your best foot forward! And whoever tells you to stop what your dreams and desires are. Tell 'em to F-Off! Haha!

~Michael

I can't say...what?

Yes, this entry is about how some people find my use of words that they feel should only be said by a certain people group. The word in particular that so many people are getting so pissed off over is the word "gay". What? I cannot use a word that is used to describe something?

I know I may seem like I am whining. But I hate the fact some people get pissed off when I say it. While I was growing up, I was taught the word had multiple meanings. Like happy, unfair, or homosexual. (The last two are ones that mainstream society tacked onto the word.)

I was on my favorite site to peruse when I actually have free time. And said simply, that something was totally gay and unfair. And it got so many dislikes that the comment got removed.

Simply what I am asking you readers.

Do you feel like there is social bias, everywhere?

Oh and one other thing. Saying someone is (enter root word here)-phobic. Means they are afraid of something, not against it.....think about that.

Holy crap its October! Time to get my scare on, and probably build me a costume to scare people during Halloween! No but seriously guys, this is my favorite month. The cold moves in, (in America) and people become total jerks while there going to school. I go to college, and could still care less about what others think of me.

Lately, been listening to groups like 9 Lives, and TryHardNinja from Youtube. His recent video, that is about Minecraft titled "I Came Here To Dig". Is freaking awesome. Oh and if any of you didnt know, I am also a competitive online gamer and love to play games like Minecraft also.

The neighborhood I grew up in, says this.

October chills, crazy times.